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Do you know that God will always do everything that He can do to make us, His children, back to Him? If you don’t, then you should read this story.

This is the story of me, the old me who got my heart broken about a month ago. I did love someone, my last ex boyfriend. I planed to ask him back with me after the holiday. But unfortunately, it won’t be happen. I knew something strange between him and his ex girlfriend. I smelled what is called the old love blossom again (LOL). I was a little bit stalker on his and her facebook account, anxious at that time for what they were doing. Until i asked him for what is really happen between him and his ex. Okay, that time i knew that he made up with his ex and hell yeah there were me, the one who was being left behind with the pain.

It is hurt? Oh yes, it was. This boy, i still care for him even though we are apart and now he has someone to care him of. For two weeks i can’t eat, can’t sleep, and crying all the time. How pity i am. On that day too, i cried and tried to speak with my God. Jesus promised to give me comforters to pass all my sorrow times and he made it!! He gave me many friends that bring me to the happiness. One of my friend gave me this song, the song that i will not forget for the rest of my life:

It doesn’t matter where I run, You’re there for me
It doesn’t matter what I’ve done Your love’s for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

It doesn’t matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn’t matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

You are my Father, Provider
You’re my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You

And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever

You are my Father - TW

Do you know that you have a boyfriend who will never ever betray you, never ever make you cry, and never ever break your heart? You always break His heart instead. Yeah, you have one, i have one. His name is Jesus… My Faithful Boyfriend :)

Hey moon,

You always up there, watching over me...

When the sun rise and the day come, i can't see you.
The light of the sun is too bright for me so i can't find you, but one thing i know, you always there, watching behind the sun...
When the sun down and turn the day into a night, there you are. I can see how awesome are you.
Standing there in the middle of the night sky, very gently the way you see into my heart.
Whatever the shape you are being to be, but i know that you are always there.

That night, you led my way into your light.
Very calm and warm even though the surface is so rough, but still, it doesn't bother me at all.
I was watching you over and over again, when i talked to God...
I asked Him, "May i go with him God? or what should i gonna do with this moon? Just show me the way..."

I kept staring at the moon and talked to myself,
maybe this is not the right time to start but when the time is about to happen, on that time, my heart is yours.

and for the rest of my way home, i just smiled for the moon, and hugged from behind...
Did you know? You are like the moon for me...
thank you for watching me...


I am stupid, yes i am.

They mocked me, shouted that i am stupid.

Yes i am stupid, i am stupid for begging love from him.

Him who never understand what my love is.

Him who never appreciate my love.

I didn’t have any idea why i begged and pledged for his love.

The only thing i knew, i can’t without him.

i was stupid, yes i did.

But here i am now, i just took one step of mine move from his place.

See, i can live without him actually.

I say, “Listen my footstep and don’t get yourself regret for ignoring my love.”

“For refusing my kind hearted.”

Bye dear, i am off now. I am done.